When it goes off balance
When the 15 goes off balance, desire takes the controls.
A drink becomes the bottle, a bet becomes a habit, a seduction becomes a collection. Money is used to dominate: you pick up the check to hold on to the other person better, you remind them who paid for what in the middle of an argument. At work, the end justifies the means: an arrangement with a supplier, information kept to yourself, a promotion won by crushing a colleague. The tone turns biting, criticism hurts instead of helping, and loved ones are watched, corrected, held back. Cynicism sets in: nothing has value except what can be owned. These drifts run away after a humiliation, a stretch without money, a breakup, or a sudden success you have not learned to handle.
