When it goes off balance
When the 11 goes off balance, strength looks for an outlet and often finds a crooked one.
The tone rises fast: a colleague who is too slow, a driver who hesitates, a child dawdling over putting on shoes is enough to set off irritation. Some seek confrontation for its own sake, at the office as in the family, and impose their view by raising their voice or slamming a door. Others do the opposite: they swallow their wishes, avoid every argument, then explode over a detail. Work becomes a drug, with evenings and weekends sacrificed, until exhaustion or complete dejection. Goals change every month, for lack of a plan. You may also count every euro spent on others while allowing yourself every pleasure. This slide often follows a period of forced inactivity, an unresolved conflict with the mother, or a feeling of powerlessness before a situation that no longer moves.
